Goodmornig here now
Mostly cloudy sky here.
I did it again. Emotional issue w/partner.
I am so not control my emotion anger. Sensitivity with my friend thing.
Need to fix about this issue for good with long relationship w/my partner seriously. I know in head but hard to do with my brain. Oh no.
I will try my best calm calm calm.
Need sometime for real stress free doing or nothing myself …..
Could not control the emotion.the worst element of myself. Easy to get hot when something really critisized by others.
Stubborness/small pride in me/protection system/hard headed/no listen/nerve system error shut dow crash in second/blood boiling
How to control anger?no control emotion of unproductive manner?
(i understand the best is meditating everyday to reset all the thing from the here mow)
I raged but regret more than rage in feel after.
I am fucking rage against my wife!!!!!
Shit!!!why people are not ubderstanding each other man!!!!where is the compassion each other!!!!!!!even family member. Only one family to me other than blood family! Is my value is so different ?! What is the fucking problem with me!!!!!!
Gid getting really hot!!!crazy high temp sudden manner. Body is hard to adjust to this. …getting old
Anyhow
My programming study is bombed
All the element is occured.
The studied
(teaching)
Human x human. Teach x learn
Teacher must be respectable human being by student. This element is must.!!!! Yeah you got programming skill all right or great. However teaching is so different!!do not misunderstand in the society. Even worth. Only skill guy teach and paid many.
Got to care about student first place no matter what. Do not fucking go alone just for your own satisfaction mastervate!!!!!
(otherwise)
So fucking wasting time to share.
Anyway i am not even quit this under fucking shit teacher. lost motivation totally.
True
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